Got a bit of a shock today. I was searching for a file on the family computer and my search results was the file I wanted and then a pdf of a book about Alpha Males getting girls and not being a nice guy. The date modified was July 2010 which was certainly when I started pulling away from the M (when I look back)
I guess I always assumed he was oblivious in our issues. He was happy with the status quo even if there was no sex. That summer I think we went almost 10 weeks because I stopped trying.
Obviously I'm not going to ever bring that up in conversation it just makes me think.
