Today's Journal: No calls from me, no emails, no texts. yea! Day 1 a success. I ended up writing "myself" emails when I felt like emailing. I realized everything I wrote already had been said or written before.
Received call from H early in the morning. He sounded excited, and told me about S's phone call. Then mentioned how he took money out for me, and his plans for the day and that we would meet up later today for the $. I said "oh that's great! How's your new apartment? Like it? (he did). Miss me yet? (nope)" He asked if I missed him. I ignored it and jokingly said "Oh don't worry, you will miss me!". (not going to go that route again!) Then the conversation turned back to the $ he got.
M: "Good! that should cover the first month" H: "What? I can't afford to pay you that amount each month, what bills of mine are you paying?" I very nicely and calmly ran down the list of our S's bills and our credit card bills (not including our house or utilities) that the amount covered. H: started to sound pissed. "Well, we will have to figure out when we can meet up. I'll call later" M: Okay, sounds like a plan! Have a good day today. Talk to you later. (trying to stay upbeat without too chipper).
No more contact from H today.
Yikes... so today was a learning day. Oh well. Guess he didn't really do his budget with the C.S., the credit card and our son's school bill. Even though he did have a copy of the amounts 2 months ago, apparently at 33 years old, he is now experiencing what bills are. That was my fault for letting him get away with that in the past. He knows now, so hopefully future conversations won't have to be about money. Very awkward.
I'm delving into the MLC section. I read a post by Kaffe Diem about WAS and MLC in I believe Netmaster's thread, and the wording and actions of H are sounding like a MLCer.
Off to the gym! I'm down 2 pounds for a total of 22 since bomb #2 02/15. Primarily through stress, but I'll take the loss
My estimate is that I'll be in tip top shape in 5 months at this rate. Generally the start of H's usual down swing. I'm not putting deadlines on this whole situation, but at least I have a goal for 5 months from now that involves myself!
Me& h + S M: 13 t: 14
H moved 2/12. Own apt 05/12, EAs, PAs, gfriends, oh my! I'm done. 12/12
"I get knocked down, but I get up again.. you're never gonna keep me down" Chumbawumba