OK, well as much as it sux, as angel said, this type of backslide isn't uncommon. Personally I do not know that, but I have seen it over the time I have been here with others.
So take some time to centre yourself again. Also, what were some of the GAL activities that you did that worked for you? Figure out what you want to do from here.
And what does your H want? Has that topic been broached?
