Just to clarify, I didn't the bibles and holy water quote was not mine. I was quoting another poster.

Alamo, sorry if we go off point, that does sometimes happen.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss