Indecision and the affair continues (part 3)

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Ha! It's been almost 9 months and 250+ posts on this website...amen is right!

I'm still very challenged by H. He sends mixed signals and I think he is still conflicted. He's also very overwhelmed by work so I'm not sure he's even willing to think about his personal life.

I'm just living life--staying active, trying to be present for the kids, focusing on work, etc. It's powerful to realize that I'm not even sure I want to be married...this single life is kind of nice! (I think I'm burned out!)