You sound like me having emotional swings from one side of the pendulum to another. I have done this a number of times and I know it takes a toll...
Keep your chin up while protecting yourself and be the man she would be a fool to leave... These sitch's can turn on a dime, especially if your W comes to her wits with the reality of the situation you described. Good Luck!!!
me 38 W 30 T 3 M in 05/2010 Separated 08/2011 Stephchildren (all hers) SS17, SS12, SD8 I filed 8/27, she countered I filed response 9/5 Anxiously waiting on the judge!
