You are a massive inspiration to me as you have progressed forward with a profound "higher" emotional, almost spiritual, state of mind. Everything you have posted comes from a place of peace and love, not selfishness or revenge
Your journey and WAW insights are truly a big help to me day to day.
oh FuzzyBear that is so wonderful to hear!!! I don't always feel filled with peace and love. I think that months ago I was very angry and then when I realized I still loved him I had to remind myself that even though he wasn't doing what I wanted him to do....I did want him to do what HE wanted to do. I do want him to be happy.
Aside from everything, our relationship, my feelings, the fact we're still legally married, hurt that he's in another relationship: I really really care about him. I think he's a good person, interesting, funny, loyal to a fault, kind, caring, funny, smart, intelligent, handsome, really clever he can fix anything or find out how, and I want him to be happy. We were both unhappy and I want us to find that happiness within ourselves.
