When you keep one foot in the past and one in the future, you're pissing on the present.
Pamela, what's done is done. It's yesterday and the only thing you can do now is make an apology, work on forgiving yourself and see that you take the steps to prevent it from happening from here on out.
Like I don't have the same issues? I came within millimeters of making that same poor choice. I still feel badly about how and why I got to that point. But I've forgiven myself for feeling desperate and lonely and needing affection and attention from another man.
I no longer have contact with him (well maybe once or twice a year, because he's a childhood friend), and I feel that I'm working on the things that need to be addressed with my own needs and wants.
And when that blonde dingbat walks through our door for good, he's going to see to them!
TTFN,
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
