Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

I called my good friend and my mom and just let the expletives fly! Honestly this environment is so unhealthy for me. He just does not get it. He harbors so much anger and resentment toward me. It seems like whenever he is being nice he just has an agenda and is looking to make himself feel better. I don't know what to believe anymore. He is just so not the man I married.

It is hard to detach when he is in one of these moods. I feel like he is playing head games with me.