Went to see my brother two Sundays ago. Left his place feeling depressed cos he told me no one in my family believed my H ever loved me. I can't say I wasn't told, but i guess my vanity would not let me see the truth.
Had my first session of counselling at work last Friday. Explaining the situation to my counsellor just reinforced that feeling (that H never loved me). I explained my fears about never getting back with H and how that would affect our D (who hasn't seen him in 3 months). The counsellor asked me if H was the father I wanted for my D? Maybe not. But he's her father. The fact that he seems to be walking away from her too doesn't change that. My C said I can't force him to see her. I know that, but I wish there was a way to make him want to be a better father...
Me 33, H 34 T 15 (on and off, 7 years this stretch) M 4 DD 3 OW July 2010, IDLY - Oct 2010
1st sep 28/5/11-14/8/11 (my idea) OW confirmed 25/11/11 (H travelled with OW 26/11/11) I moved out 3/12/11
