Hi everybody, yes im still here. I have been extremely busy, which is good. I havent had much time to think about W or what she is doing. Im feeling stronger all the time. I know life will go on with or without her. I dont even remember when I head from her last. Although I havent posted, I do read others posts each night. I find much insight in them. I still havent a clue what she wants or will do next, but I dont dwell on it has much. I find that im venting less to others. I must be getting better. Im being very dark because i feei it is what she wants . But dont get me wrong, i still love her and miss her terriblely. I still pray daily for her return. I havent iost sight of that.
