Par,

I read some of your other stuff and now that I have a handle on a little bit of it, I'll comment at your place.

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I really want to jump right in and find someone new, totally different to spend time with.


Considering your circumstances, I understand why you feel that way. That's good.

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I don't know, maybe I don't enjoy myself alone.


That's a pretty loaded statement. I recommend doing some soul searching to see if 1) that IS true; and 2) if so, why? In the past, have you been a relationship jumper?

smile Betsey


"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."

Albert Einstein