Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks, everyone. I wish I could feel better. This whole thing with the house just has me feeling so down. I am so worried about my kids. I just wish H could see the forest for the trees.

You know and I was feeling good yesterday. Had a great day with the kids. Was relaxed and happy. Then H gets home, gives me a huge hug (which was shocking) and tells me about his mom and I validate and I really start to feel a connection and then he has to drop the bomb about the house being sold. I swear he senses when I am starting to let down my guard and then boom drops the bomb. Builds me up and then tears me down.

I guess it is what it is. I should look on the bright side of things that now I can decorate however and wherever I want. And I don't need H's permission to hang a picture on the wall.