That's^^^one of the hardest things. Sorry you're roller coaster ride took a drop on you. Very thankful that you're getting feelings out on the table though. It may not seem like it now, but I believe it helps down the road. They just take time to seed it and bloom.
Hope you're feeling better and have a great week!
Me:45, W:45 S:16 D:13 M:22, T:25 Bomb: July 2010 Putting finances in order for "D" Continue to live in same home-separate rooms