Thanks hoping. This is by far the most stressful experience I've ever had. Good luck to you.
Thanks for the tough questions truegeitter. I am not sure why I'm still fighting so hard. I guess because I still love her and more importantly I love my family I love the collective us. Now that my w is leaving that us is dead. My identity was wrapped up in the idea of family. It is so hard to think of myself as a single dad...isolated from my w. I know that most likely I'm headed towards divorce because that's what my w decided to do and she always gets what she wants..consequences be damned! I know I have to completely let go.