Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks NLW. Maybe you are right. Maybe he is so confused and lost he needs to pull away. My C says he is running and wont stop running until he hits bottom.

Kids and I had a great day. They let me sleep in (well, sort of) and then we packed our picnic lunch and headed out to the state park. Hit the trails and did a bit of hiking and then D said she was hungry so we turned around and ate our lunch. Beautiful day, not a cloud in the sky. Perfect day for being outside. Then S and D played at the playground then we hit the beach area where S and D played in the sand and water. I just enjoyed watching them and soaked up the sun. Felt great! After a few hours we packed up and headed home so D could take a nap! And she is still sleeping! Lol! Now that I have the sticker for the state park we can head out every weekend for free or to any other park in the state.

I guess H must not hate me. He hugged me before he left and got me a nice card. Maybe he thinks I hate him and don't want him around. Or maybe that is just an excuse to run?