Today has been awlful. Its Mother's Day and I should be through the moon. That he let me have the kids at 3. Instead I broke down when I saw H. I didn't want to and I have been really good at GAL and acting "as if". I haven't contacted him in over a week unless it was about the kids and then its not excessively. Maybe once every other day if he don't respond I dont push the issue. The weekends are so hard on me. I always breakxown on the weekends.
