Kids rang H asking for his help with homework and he came over.
It was Mothers' day, but not a word of recognition from H.
I continue to be friendly, civil and upbeat around him with no pursuit.
But there seems to be just NOTHING there any more.
He treats me like I am less than a passing acquaintance, and i think this is just what he wants. All so nice and civil - and it's as if we were never anything to each other.
Just said one day: "I don't want to be married any more", and I was like, "Oh OK", and off we went our separate ways.
God but this is hard...
If I detach any more from this, I'm sure he'll just walk away and forget we ever existed.
Maybe I'm just panicking because there seems to be no emotional content. When he was angry and arguing, at least he seemed to CARE. Now, he doesn't seem to register that i exist.
Afraid that we've 'plateau-ed', with him thinking that I'm totally accepting of what he's done and happy with the arrangement.
