Well, I am not going to tell my story it is newcomer board. Basically xw is selling her body for pills now. So, I am not taking that back ever, I am here to find out how to get over it. I have always had a hard time getting over R. This 11 year one has been my longest ever. I know without a doubt I want to never see or talk to her again.
Question-GAL part-I find nothing fun. I can't watch a movie (can't sit still long enough), the things I liked to do I don't any more, I am a golf pro and I don't even like golf right now. I can't run (cancer surgury screwed up my legs) so all I am doing is just working right now. Basically from the time I get up until I go to sleep. Dont want to be around friends either. Just feel like I am a caged animal.
I have been focusing on eating-lost 14 pounds last week and I didnt need to lose the weight. I bought some ensure with calories and I am drinking that too. Any help. I just want to be me again but I am so scared that it is going to take forever and I dont want to take the journey. Oh, I am active in the church but we dont have much going on right now.
