Glad I'm not the only one! On the one hand I know it should be cathartic - but on the other it's darn embarrassing!

Just sent my last kid off to senior prom! Moments - I get through them and I enjoy them. Then the tinges of sadness come in because there is only ONE other person in the world who was as connected to this kid as me and I can't share it with him. Sometimes my head gets so screwed up - why me? What did I do to deserve this? How did I get here? I want these feelings to go away - I really do! But they linger...


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time