Optimistic...not hopeless! :)

[ben11]

Sorry to hear HAP. I know how it must feel to DB your a$$ off and be dark for a month and basically get the ole dear John letter. Good news is that you're a better person than you were before. I know it's hard to care about the silver lining right now but it's true. Not sure if you've been following my thread but I'm definitely speaking from experience. Take care of yourself and don't feel scared to rely on the people you trust to carry you through this. It will get better I promise.