Trying to grind through these next three days. Dress rehearsal tonight for D9. No XW involvement.

Tomorrow, going to see my old boss. She finally sold her home so she can move full time to Florida. She's having a rummage sale. I'm taking the girls -- they both spent lots of time talking to her in her office.

Then I'm buying a new laptop computer to become the bookkeeper for my sister's business. She's lending me the money -- $750 -- and I'm going to work it off over the next 10 months.

Then dance recital -- sitting with D13. Then D9 and I head home together, she comes to church with me the next day and then I drop her off.

There's lots I could do with Sunday. I'll be interested to see how I feel. Right now, I'm exhausted. I could imagine taking a full sleeping pill and just sleeping the day away.

Sunday is the three-year anniversary of me moving out. It all blew up for good on Mother's Day 2009. A coworker said I have to forget all these anniversaries.


Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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