I looked at it like this...I messed up, plain and simple. I wanted to make things better after I knew better. If that meant me being in limbo...I was prepared to do that. If I made a mistake regarding that...it was going to be because I held on too long, and not because I let go too soon. I'd do it again too. But everyone has to do what's right for them. I do wish you well though.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.