I haven't got time for the pain

[tested metal]

I had a rough week with staying off the rollercoaster of my feelings but I am feeling better. More of W's friends are coming out of the woodwork and telling me that she has went completely bonkers. At least I know now that it wasn't just me. I thought I must have lost touch with reality. I still had faults in our M and I did my best to explore and remedy the issues recently. I have learned a bit about myself since all this has started.

I have been keeping busy with my new job. It is nice to go home at 5pm and relax knowing that I am not expected to be responsible for taking care of client's actions 24/7 and that other people can handle the client's in crisis. I do care about them, don't get me wrong, but now I can work on me.

Just a note on how forgetful/fogged up the MLCer may be: My W announced that she plans on taking D1 to her parent's home over the 4th of July week for an entire week. What is apparently is not remembering is that we have a court date for divorce (which she filed for) on July 6 which is right in the middle of her vacation.

I am not going to remind her of the date because she is grown up and is responsible for herself. If she does not show up to court, it will definately be an indicator of her level of being able to be responsible and will probably make the custody issue a whole lot easier for me.

Well back to work for me! I got people to help.