Mediation is a week from today...I'm really nervous. I really want to stay positive throughout but if I don't agree with the outcome it could get ugly...lawyers will have to get involved if my W expects me to just roll over. Take the money without having to deal with S...a WAW dream it appears. I'm sure her sister, who D last year is filling her head with grand illusions...misery does love company.

How fun it is that our society makes D so easy today...forget the commitment...you can give up, forget the last 21+ years of friendship and loving times...take half his salary and live large...fantastic!

Sorry...just venting...I wish this would just all be over. I just know that if W would listen to her heart she will see that this is the wrong path...her head has taken over. That, and I'm sure family is pushing her making it hard for her to step back. Who knows...the mediation may open her eyes a bit...we'll see. The count down continues...tick, tick, tick... smirk

Me:44, W: 39
D:16, D:14, D:11(special needs)
M:17, T:21+
Bomb:3/18/12
W contacted mediator for D:3/27/12
Separate since bomb
Mediation, signed agreement 5/17/12
No talk of D since mediation