Stuck in Holding Pattern 2

[ben11]

Ben,

So sorry you are in such pain. I'm glad you sent the letter although I don't recall seeing it ever.

The Letter I sent

So my question is,

do you feel SHE KNOWS this^^^?

If she does know, then you have done all you can

and you must let go now, moving forward,

to create a fulfilling happy life for you and your chosen loved ones.

((( )))

I don't KNOW anything really. But, I've tried to explain how things would be different. She might know that I said it, but whether or not she knows it would actually happen... well, that I can't say. I hope she does.

I felt like I put a lot of my cards on the table last night. I made sure she knew that I was moving on, but I did also state several times how I wish this wasn't happening. I expressed that throughout our separation, I was sure we were going to make it. I truly believed we could've made it work if we put our minds to it.