Thanks, T^2. I really expected this day to be painful, but somehow it was truly one of the happiest that I've had since before my H left. Gosh, am I becoming manic or is the 5htp really starting to kick in? Or am I starting to heal? I sure hope it's one or both of the later two. I surely don't need to develop a mental illness on top of everything else. How can I have days where I feel so lonely and weepy and now a day like today. Maybe God heard my prayer for relief. I really couldn't take another sorrowful day.
