Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

Today was a busy busy day at work. I actually wore a skirt and some blingy jewelry and my new heels. Looking sharp. Got lots of compliments. : )

H came home early. Apparently the car transmission is acting up. He has had nothing but bad luck with that car. He had to get a rental car. He has been Mr. Cranky Pants tonight. Shut himself in his room and played his iPad game. Almost lost it with D (she's a pistol) and now has left to take S to the store (I suspect to get mother's day gifts).

Saw OW called H on his phone. Hate to say it but she looks like a nice person. She is attractive but not prettier than me. Not at all what I expected. Sometimes I wonder if she really knows what is going on? Who knows what H has told her. He has lied to everyone.

Then I second guess myself and think maybe she is so sweet and nice and perfect. And maybe he really does love her and maybe they are soul mates. Then I get depressed and feel like giving up. But then I think about me and what makes me happy.

Trying to take one day at a time.