No problem. It's similar to post traumatic stress disorder. As long as your H continues to show you that he can be trusted, it will bring a little of that wall down. Then you will get the peace of mind you've longed for.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
