I am in no way asking for pity. I accept responsibility for what I have done. I do not blame H at all. We had our problems but I chose to cheat not him. Right now I know I have to build him up and prove to him that I am not that person. I learned from my choice. I carry a copy of the 37 rules with me and work hard to improve myself in order to improve our R. I am just looking for some help and support from those going through the same thing
