Irish, Boy! You've got a lot going on in the next 3-4 months! Maybe what's going on is possibility fear of the unknown and knowing that you will finally have an empty nest and can begin focusing on you and what you want to do w/your life. Don't look too far down the road for now...take each day as it comes and just enjoy the flowers blooming and all of the beautiful things that Mother Nature has done with the landscaping this year.
Irish, I sincerely believe that once your "nest" is empty and you find that you have time on your hands, you are going to find something absolutely wonderful to do w/your time and you will do whatever it is beautifully and exceptionally well.
Here's to wonderful future that is waiting for you to open the door and invite it in!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
