AJ and Ant - thanks for the responses. I am dealing with a lot of life transitions - my son is graduating and moving 4 hours away. My oldest daughter is getting married. I took my mother in this year so that she could gain her financial footing - (disaster!) and now I will be moving her back in August. So come August 1st - I will be utterly and completely alone. Now - honestly, I'm ok with this. I am looking forward to having time to concentrate on myself - but the wonderings have increased and I'm not sure why.

Thanks again for taking the time to respond.


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time