hopingandpraying I've decided to stop thinking of going dark as a tactic to get him to notice me and instead as a tactic to stop me THINKING about the M. Make a list of everything you would do if there was nothing stopping you from the crazy to basic. I did that and I'm going to start chipping away at that list. Okay perhaps I'm not booking a trip to the Inca trail but I am starting a meditation class next week. Way out of my comfort zone. I'm looking into recovering second hand dining room chairs. I've quit smoking (24 hours in right now!) I'm also signing up to do a lot of stuff. I've volunteered for some extra shifts at work events. I'm planning a company party. I even joined a social/singles meet up group and going to a board game night. The past few weeks I've wanted to do NOTHING and now I'm planning stuff just to be busy and get out and about.
