Kaffe, Mr. Bond, Valeska - Aside from couple of fall-backs over the last year and half since she left, I have made it a point not respond negatively to her button-pushing. Before my 180, I would talk back and/or become angry whenever she said things a certain way.

Nonetheless, I guess it's become my nature to report pretty much every major thing my wife does here, because I know I lack insight in a lot of areas. It doesn't reflect my lack of DB/DRing, but I do need 2x4s once in a while, especially lately. More than ever, I need to stay resilient and keep my act together.

On a truly positive note:

I can't believe it's here... a 10-day countdown to 365.25 days of being porn- and masturbation-free!

So here goes: 10...


M37, S5
M-7y; T-8y
Separated 060410
Wife/son moved 022611
Wife serves d-papers 032011
I filed child custody 042012; obtained custody 070312
Bifurcated 103112