Still day by day. We keep up with the daily RV dialogue and discussions. W said that is her showing her commitment to me now. I see that, still hard for me when my intimacy tank is so low after 6 months of this. I believe that the re-establishment of dialogue will open up for intimacy down the road though.

I know I have it better than some here, not really complaining, just venting. I am human and I have those thoughts at times that maybe I'd be better off leaving her and finding another one of the millions of women out there looking for a good man. I don't really want to do that, and I think about the example I'm setting for my kids, just can't help but think at times.

Later,
J


M 43, W 40
T 22. M 14
D 14, S 9, S 8
DD 11/21/11
Retrouvaille 4/13/12--and the healing begins as we begin a new journey together!