NRTS (Not Repairable at This Station)

[WenikiTiki]

@KLM: Yes, I see the spinning from him bumping into reality. And reality for me is moving on. I have taken such small steps compared to some on these boards. For me to just go to the flea market alone is huge. I always do things with other people. Funny, when I was younger I did so much alone, didn't want or need help.

I remember going to the flea market, alone, to sell stuff many times. And one time I cut myself, really bad, in Albuquerque, and I had two stoned guys on one side and a grumpy guy on the other. The gal who collected the money came around and gave me some napkins out of her fanny pack. Later some random stranger gave me some big bandaids. After that I quit going alone. Maybe I should have just got a first aid kit?

@ Kaffe: I did call H today and tell him I realized I never know what to say to him, and that I understood how he could feel the way he felt.

We had the kids visiting, we went to dinner and he stayed home. We had margeritas for dinner. Bad idea for me. The gal who is supposed to be in charge of hanging the quilts for the quilt show is letting me down big time. If she hasn't figured it out by noon tomorrow I will take over and amke sure it gets done right.

She told me she knew my kids. I brought up her name 3 times to my kids. The first two, no response. The third time, AFTER she volunteered to hang the show, my DIl told me of some nutty stuff she did at their old condo complex..... Oh Well!

I'm off to bed to get some sleep to face my sure to be an interesting day tomorrow! At least my quilt turned out beautiful!