GM... You are not alone in this. What you're going through is exactly what I went through...still do at times. You articulate it so well.
Im so grateful for the responses here because they're helping me understand my own issues with rejection and dealing with an emotionally unavailable person. Im now seeing how my thoughts became distorted and why.
(((((GM)))))) ....we're here! You will get through this. Right now it doesn't feel like it. It hurts tremendously, but you will make it through this. We are here to listen, pick you up when you trip, fall, backslide, and dust you off and keep walking right beside you. Remember we've all been through, or are going through it and are here to guide you.
My heart goes out to you....I really know the pain you're in. I really do. But I tell you girl....you will come out ok because you're stronger than you know.
I say this because I now can look back some and see just how strong I've been! And I was convinced I was a pathetic mess!..
It says you're on the west coast... I am too. Im curious if we actually live close to eachother. Im on the Oregon coast. You?
