This ultramarathon has plenty of hills, no?

[jbnati]

ncl, thanks as always for checking in on me. I think you're right, if I got everything together and presented her with it, it would send a confusing sign to me. Of course if she got ticked at me again for NOT having the stuff together, TBH it would send a confusing sign to me.

It does seem kind of odd to have that kind of discussion and have nothing immediately come out of it. But on the other hand, I'm not too surprised.

So I continue to walk the fine line between just waiting and wondering if I should do something. I do have little bit of fear that comes and goes about her doing something stupid and irrational. The best case scenario is that we would have the opportunity to continue our talk. Overall, I'm just staying the course. It's in God hands. I'm not trying to force anything.

Am I making any sense here?

And @TG - I am guilty of watching her more than I should. I've had to stop myself a few times. But then again, I am also trying to prepare myself for anything I would need to respond to.

There was a lot of GAL'ing over the weekend with my S - we had laser tag on Saturday and nice dinner with family on Sunday night among other things. Today I mixed work and GAL'ing because there are customers in town. We went out to nice restaurant this evening.