Do you ever think about how much of yourself you gave to your marriage? Honestly, divorce was never even a word we talked about. It was head down, commitment, laser focus on supporting the day-to-day of the family. It is those moments of support, care, security that I am missing the most right now. I don't believe I will ever get that feeling back.
Then I think about the blow to your self-esteem this experience causes. If you let yourself spend too much time thinking about it can really keep you stuck. This person who I loved and whom I trusted and to whom I was faithfully committed thinks and feels so little of me that he can just discard me.
I just needed to vent - thank you so much for listening:)
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
