Thanks Accuray! You are right that my silence is making a statement that I don't 'need' him.
Do you know if the 2 months for the MLC is time separated or time going dark?? I was just wondering. Either way, we have been only been separated for 3 months. However, I see NO improvement in reconciling our M...it has only become worse.
I, do, see improvements in myself and my ability to go out more and enjoy the people I love. I couldn't do that at first. It was just too hard. I have less moments when I cry, but they do come about.
He is/was involved in a PA...not sure if it's still happening since we have not talked in a month and the last time we talked about it, he said it was no longer a PA just more of an EA, but he definitely could have been lying. Oh well...if he's lying to me and himself, then he's lying to her also!
M: 27 H: 28 T: 8 yrs M: 6 yrs Sep: 2/18/12 (I have no feelings for you!) EA/PA Uncovered: 2/26/12 H introduces OW to his fam: June H moves ALL stuff out: July