GM, it is very easy to look back in hindsight and see things clearly now.
But, I feel that we all did the best we could with the tools and knowledge we had at the time. Had we known better, we would have done better.
The feelings you are having are all normal considering you just got kicked in the gut.
Here's the thing. I can promise you that acting on your feelings of vindication will not make you feel better. It might for a second, but, not long term.
There have been people on here who have acted on those feelings. I believe if you ask any one of them, they would tell you they wish they hadn't. People got hurt and it didnt make them feel any better because it is just a bandaid.
You are getting an amazing opportunity here. And unfortunately you have to get through all the really tough stuff to come out the other side.
I also promise you that if you do the work, you will become the person you were meant to be.
You need to begin to take the focus off of him. I know how very difficult that is. But, it is the only way you will ever be able to get through this.
Let your h blow in the wind right now. Leave him to walk his path. It's best if you just get out of his way.
And you should take this opportunity to figure out what kind of gm you want to be.
