In the middle of H's disappearing day. Feels wierd to know I for sure won't hear anything from him today all day. I have kept busy doing things around the house and am getting ready to go get the kids now from school. I can only hope he is having good time to think and that the thoughts are leaning towards the positive with regards to me and our family. Still trying to process all that he told me yesterday about how he is all over the place in what he is thinking. I suspected as much, but to hear him lay it out like that was pretty eye-opening. I really hope the good and our family will overrule whatever keeps pulling him back towards walking away from everything and that he decides to make some commitments to our family. I need to get busy again. I really don't need time to think today, it is hard and makes me just go over stuff I really can't do much about.
M 36 H 36 D9,S6, Expecting D in August 2012 M 13 T 18 Told me he wanted to separate 12/31/2011 Moved Out 2/2/2012 Didn't want to work on things, wanted divorce 4/20/2012
