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[mishka422]

I've been having an ongoing battle in my head and heart between staying home and saving money or going to a family wedding in Florida this coming weekend. My cousin's daughter is getting married and a large portion of my family is going to be there from the west coast. I want to see them so badly but I need to save money for my trip to CA for my BFF's wedding in August. I think seeing my family has won out over the money issue but I'm going to have to scramble big time to replace what I spend before August. What decided it for me was that my one remaining aunt out of my mom's 4 sisters and 1 brother is the grandmother of the bride and will be there. She's 76 and in ok health for her age but you never know. I'd like to see her before I lose the opportunity.

So, Friday I'll be driving to Destin, FL. It's about 5 hours and I'll be alone so pray I make it without drifting off the road! LOL. It will be fine, I've done it before. There will loud music for sure!

I'm nervous about seeing my family. I look miserable and feel the same way so it's going to take maximum effort to put on a show for them. Hopefully the occasion will make it easier.