Not sure where to start, Part 2

[wishing, hoping]

H Is extremely dysfunctional and OW must be as well to send home cupcakes. Four of them even. One for each family member. How considerate.

Yes I am hostile and venting. I am enraged. H deliberately disrespected me. I think I am going dark. He does not want me so he can just not have me around. I am really going to get out and GAL. I am tired of just sitting around the house acting like the wronged wife. I am tired of analyzing why he is doing what he is doing. He is just being a jerk and doing whatever he can to hurt me.