I'm mulling everything over. I've read all the posts several times (well, with the exception of 25 seeing as she just posted today).

This time of year is hell for teachers, especially in SpEd. And I found out they're doing some major changes (a lot of which are still unknown, other than that they are big) to my unit. So time is super tight.

And planning D's birthday party, and Mother's Day, and thesis proposal, and keeping the M afloat.

I will say this: we've been much better this week.

I will write more when I can. It appears from all your posts that I need more self reflection anyway. I'm reading when I can, and going to all therapy sessions when possible.

I'll check back when I can. Thank you all for sticking with me.


I have the patience of Job.