Well, i completely regressed tonight. Text my W that I missed her. Got into a back and forth about how I hated the fact that we were in this situation and not communicating and in general, laying out my feelings. She said again that she wanted to get together to talk. I have no idea what that means, but that if I "said the word" she'd want to get together to talk. I am just so sick of the uncertainty of this situation. I need to get control of my emotions but I can't stand not having control over the fate of my marriage and my future. It is honestly maddening.
