Had a conversation with H today in which he showed again how he was feeling about himself.
S13 was talking to him about having watched him play football on the weekend.
H showed surprise that we were there. This was weird, as we were standing about 10 feet from him on the sideline for around 2 hours. And we had our distinctive dog with us. And there were only about 4 other people out watching!!!
Anyway, H said that he was "pathetic, pathetic" (in relation to how he played).
Repeated this again later in the conversation.
He seems so down. No chance for change while he's in this state. And with the choices he's making, not much chance that he's going to feel good about himself.
