Initially, I didn't really "feel" much initially, but now that I've stepped away and had time to decompress, I realize how unclear I am. I have no idea how to proceed from this point. She doesn't want a divorce, but I don't know if I can move forward at this point? I think she's crazy and fear she is dragging me down with her. Plus, she's angry and that anger gets directed towards me.
Won't see W until late tonight. I don't really care to be another stand still. Plus, my emotions are all mixed up - kind of like clothes in the dryer. I NEED to break this cycle.
"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending." - Maria Robinson
M: 45 WAW: 36 T: 17 M: 14 Kids: D9 ILYBNILWY: 6/2010 W left: 2/2011 W back: 2/2012
