Still Afloat and moving Forward

[BeingMe]

I surely will stay steady, and I rarely seek him out, unless it's important, i.e. to do with finances or children. He has been phoning home pretty much everyday. Not sure why because he doesn't say much. Awhile ago, he was a bit chattier. I generally try and sound upbeat, and always done something or about to go out, so I usually cut the calls.

At this point, I'm very detached, even with this fainting thing of his. Normally, I would be scared and sick with worry, but I'm only worried in the sense of an acquaintance ... no sick stomach, or heart palpitations as I would normally have felt. He should go to the doctor, but it's up to him to go. I don't mind making the appointment.