You're right, needgrace. Weekends can be very lonely. I have my kids, but I'm not enjoying them the way that I usually do. I am trying to restore joy, but it's hard. I live in a beautiful area with so much to do that I would think this would be easier. I cannot get past the feeling that someone is missing. Work days are easier.
As far as DB, my opportunities are limited since I have very little contact with my H. He has avoided me when he picks up the boys (infrequently). I find it interesting, however, that he answers my phone calls. I'm not going to try to figure that out. I need to re-read DR and continue reading/posting here. I am forcing myself to take a step forward this weekend even though it's lonely.
